colerfulspark

I'm always cold these days. I don't know it's just I can't seem to figure out why. I mean every one else walks around with their booty shorts on and mini dresses or swim suits and i'm just sitting here in sweats and a hoodie.
And not only am i freezing to death slowly it's like everyone has stopped talking to me. Noone has said a word to me in a while. I haven't even gotten a hi or a nod or anything. It's like i've disappeared off the face of the earth and I can't seem to get back on it. I hate not talking to anyone. i know i've always been a quiet person but it was comforting to have two word conversations with people. Now i don't talk at all. It's driving me NUTS! i can't stand the silence it's insulting. it's like silence is laughing at me cause noone wants me. Im not acceptable and i hate that.

I feel sad right now....my laughing buddy is moving and I'm gonna be soon lonely next week. I was on the bus and saw him and the other rachet boys we hang out  with walking to my best friends Marcus house. I yelled out sleepover at Marcus's and everyone on the bus looked at me. I'm also sad because my friend makayla and I got into an argument and that's been happening a lot lately so I'm debating on rather or not we should just stop being friends. I hate drama but it's like we can't seem to stop fighting when we're around each other lately. What should I do to make me feel better

listen to The Lonely Island and my other favorite song What does the fox say

okay so i'm bored and to fulfill my boredom i go through y'all old journals and i'm reading some serious shit on here. we really need to catch up so i can to get know y'all better. some of yall are off the chain.

i'm bored. i wanna put text me and my number but i know my business keyboarding teacher will have a fit and tell me all about the dangers of the web. so yeah follow me on twitter via instagram if you wanna catch up. so yeah that's pretty much it. everyone's asleep so i can't text my ratchets. no one talks to me on deviant art so yeah this really isn't a social website. i could still use a message just to know if y'all care or not. well y'all probably don't so yeah i'm bored message me and you know my twitter and instagram from my last journal. ask me a question on ask.fm my name is crystal milton. reply so i can follow you and give me your numbers so we can text in the privacy of our phones