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Acting by colerfulspark, literature

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Acting

I should be an actress. I act everyday anyway. I pretend i'm happy I can plaster on a smile Just like a barbie doll. I can force a laugh Put false pep in my step yep, that's me acting like somebody else. But if i had to play a lonley person i can do that as well Play sad, cry, pretend to get well Then i'd relaps back again into the depression i've felt I'd do that so good I'd even win an emmy People woud say they didnt know I had it in me And i'll just smile and accept my prize Say a little speech and probably even cry Cry cause noone noticed I wasn't acting this time It was all just the pain i've felt All that I had bottled up inside.

Who's The bitch? by colerfulspark, literature

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Who's The bitch?

I tie the noose around my neck saying "This is the last time this is it." But you just laugh cause i'm just bluffing. I won't kill myself cause i'm your bitch. I grab the pain killers out the cabinet threating to end my life right there. An eyebrow raises,you're not buying it. I let the pills drop to the floor. I won't kill myself cause i'm your bitch. I grab a knife and put it to my wrist. "I'm serious this time, this is it." You say, "Okay." and go about your day. You know I ani't gonna die today. I seriously should have spilt my

Five Minutes by colerfulspark, literature

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Five Minutes

Boy:My eyes flutter open and a blood stained mattress greets me. The smell of blood and mildew rush into my nostrils making my stomach queezy. As I sit up I start to feel light headed so I have to lay back down. After a while I sit up again and take a look at my surroundings. I'm in a padded room with blood stains and mold covering the gray concrete walls. There are no windows and just one door that has a pad lock on the inside. I turn to my side and I see her. Her full lips and her long black hair and her pale skin and slender body and where am I? She stirs awake and her big black eyes flutter open. She blinks as if she's confused and

3 a.m.As I sit twitching due by colerfulspark, literature

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3 a.m.As I sit twitching due

3 a.m. As I sit twitching due to all I've seen, I look up and saw what caused it......... I woke up gasping for air. I just had a dream but I can't remember what it was. I shake off the disturbed feeling I had and I look at my clock, it's 3 am. I've never been afraid of the dark but tonight something wasn't right. I felt someone was watching me. I live in a two story house with many mirrors. My dad set them up so that if you stand in certain spots, you can't be seen but you can view the entire room. I have an acute sense of hearing. For example, I can hear my dog jump off the couch in the living room while I'm in my room on the sec

The hunger games ( my story) by colerfulspark, literature

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The hunger games ( my story)

The hunger games ( my story) My heart pounded fast in my chest. Hands sweaty. I clutched tightly to my mothers hand. She must have noticed my hard breathing because she hugged me. \" It\'s fine. There\'s a one percent chance that your name will be called.\" she whispers. I know she\'s lying. You can hear it in her voice. I nod. Shaky I reply, \" I have this feeling that your advice is wrong mom.\" she looks at me blankly. \" Christy, don\'t\" she says her voice pleading. \"mom, I think my names going to be called. Effie going to pick the first slip at the top and ... And it\'s going to be me! Me! Crystal Miles!\" I exclaim causing such

sacrifice by colerfulspark, literature

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sacrifice

To know the situation i'm in, and to know it well you've got to know me. I'm Nyle Hogan and i'm a 13 year old honeless kid. To top it all off, the government wants to sacrifice me to their so called religion. You see im not a man of religion. I mean I believe in the commandments and stuff and i try very hard to follow them. i do, I really do. It's just when my mom was alive and before my dad abbandoned me, I went to church. I knew all the laws and I knew how to pray. But the worlds changed now and the government created their own religion. They have everyone to believe in it. And for a while I believed in it also. Untill they started that s

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Acting by colerfulspark, literature

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Who's The bitch? by colerfulspark, literature

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Five Minutes

3 a.m.As I sit twitching due by colerfulspark, literature

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3 a.m.As I sit twitching due

The hunger games ( my story) by colerfulspark, literature

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The hunger games ( my story)

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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art

Jan 12
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Deviant for 12 years
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The names Crystal, (obvously as you can see that) but my friends call me firework, Hugh Hefner aka APimpNamedSlickBack becuase i'm a pimp. I like drawing and watching anime. My favorite anime is Attack On Titan (LEVI IS MINE!!! BACK OFF BITCHES!!!). I also like Hagani which not many people heard of but its a very good anime, you should check it out btw. Some of my hobbies are reading, and writing stories (not very good at it but i try) I like watching horror movies, and most of all Eating. Omg i'm a huge foodie. I love tacos and cupcakes, french fries from Five Guys, etc. And this is why I don't write bios because I write a whole essay and it makes me seem like a dork. But yeah i'm just gonna wrap this up if you have any more questions you can message me or kik me (ask for kik in dm and follow me on instagram @nigga.bait ) oh and last but not least (corny) im in a gang, HELLA RAD TURTLE GANG!!!! STONERS OF THE SEA!!!

Favourite Movies

Holes, Mean Girls, The Lion King and Shark Tale

Favourite TV Shows

Finding Carter, Red Band Society, Awkward, Boondocks, SouthPark

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Lonely Island, Kendrick Lamar, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj, Lorde, and Imagine Dragons

Favourite Books

Too many to choose from

Favourite Writers

s.e. hinton, John Green, Becca Fitzpatrick, J.K Rowling, James Patterson

Favourite Games

the midnight game

Favourite Gaming Platform

wii

Other Interests

tennis, cheering, track and field, soccer, swimming

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colerfulspark

Oct 29, 2014

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I'm always cold these days. I don't know it's just I can't seem to figure out why. I mean every one else walks around with their booty shorts on and mini dresses or swim suits and i'm just sitting here in sweats and a hoodie. And not only am i freezing to death slowly it's like everyone has stopped talking to me. Noone has said a word to me in a while. I haven't even gotten a hi or a nod or anything. It's like i've disappeared off the face of the earth and I can't seem to get back on it. I hate not talking to anyone. i know i've always been a quiet person but it was comforting to have two word conversations with people. Now i don't talk at a

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Sep 28, 2013

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I feel sad right now....my laughing buddy is moving and I'm gonna be soon lonely next week. I was on the bus and saw him and the other rachet boys we hang out  with walking to my best friends Marcus house. I yelled out sleepover at Marcus's and everyone on the bus looked at me. I'm also sad because my friend makayla and I got into an argument and that's been happening a lot lately so I'm debating on rather or not we should just stop being friends. I hate drama but it's like we can't seem to stop fighting when we're around each other lately. What should I do to make me feel better