I should be an actress.
I act everyday anyway.
I pretend i'm happy
I can plaster on a smile
Just like a barbie doll.
I can force a laugh
Put false pep in my step
yep, that's me acting like somebody else.
But if i had to play a lonley person i can do that as well
Play sad, cry, pretend to get well
Then i'd relaps back again into the depression i've felt
I'd do that so good I'd even win an emmy
People woud say they didnt know I had it in me
And i'll just smile and accept my prize
Say a little speech and probably even cry
Cry cause noone noticed I wasn't acting this time
It was all just the pain i've felt
All that I had bottled up inside.